Unimaginable Distance

I know You're just there

Reaching Your hand to me

Waiting for my warm response

Immediately longing for my touch

I don't know what was happening

But it seems like You're near

But then it's like You're not

Then I found myself that it was me

Who's not trying too hard

What a mess I was  

 

So many worries, troubles in my mind

Hindering You and me

The relationship we have seems to be constant

But I forgot, and I am sorry

I forgot that it's not me and myself who matters

But You, above all, You are the master  

 

I'm sorry, and I regret forgetting the real value

Overseeing our past

Determining my future

Forgetting that my life is not mine

But a life that is Yours

This created the distance between us

That I never imagined

You, being near yet so far

So far because I lose maintenance  

 

Oh God, please forgive me again

Hold me again in your arms

I am sorry for the things I wasn't aware

And may this unimaginable distance, I won't forget

May this be the first and last  

 

You are love, and I love You

And now, I thank You for accepting me again

For forgiving me before I forgive myself

For always making Your hands ready and reachable

Cleansing me before I notice that I am a mess 

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